I’m not who I want to be

I’m not yet who I want to be
But who I am, you shall receive 100% of me
Encourage me, challenge my heart, spirit, and mind
Never stop searching for answers that are so hard to find
Deep inside me, I hold the key
To the treasures of life that unlock it’s mystery
I thank thee Lord, for all that I am
I ask one thing, help me in my walk as a man
Be the love I need when it is hard to maintain
Be the shoulder to cry on
When I can’t endure the pain
Be the kind words at the particular moment
Be all that is needed and some of what is wanted
Please, show me to love
And began within me
For I’m my best friend and my worst enemy!